PERSONALLY PERSONAL

Despite my last post seeming to be my big declaration of my grand return, I've been fairly inactive recently.

I reason being that I've been in something of a dark place recently.

I thought that I could loose myself in work, but it only made it worse.

It was only by talking things through, and taking stock of my goals that I've been able to come through the other side.

I couldn't afford to loose myself in alcohol, or other self destructive pass times.
I felt like I had to come through on my own will, and with the help of the people close to me.

No one has ever given me anything but praise for my work, and any criticism has only helped me grow and have actually been helpful.
All my hang ups on my work came from my own low-self esteem, and I had to finally tell myself to shut up and accept what I'd done.

Sorry if I'm being vague, but this is about as close to being open with a laptop as I'm willing to get.

Why type this?

Because everybody goes though hard times.
Nothing is given easy.
Sometimes you won't even have people who believe in you.
So you have to believe in the you that believes in yourself.

Cheesy and over done, yeah. But it helped me.

And for the record,
I'm the one who believes in you, even when I don't believe in myself.

Which I do now!
So let's finish Raiden Legacy part 1!

16 more to go.